if i don't love myself .. i won't survive .

lord its been forever since ive been on here, i think i need to start getting on more. haha. buttttt hows everyone been? :)

havent been on here in a LONG time.

my how things have changed.

girls that take loads of pictures & think they’re soo cute when they look like a guy reallllllllllly make me laughhhhhh :) silly little whores.

ya know, even if you let go, you’re always gonna have a part of me…but, how many people actually stay with, marry, & have a life with the first person they fell in love with? ..not many.

- No…alot do…ive heard of alot just in clayton…so if theres alot in one small southern town then think about the rest of the us

you’re like a drug, I’m addicted & I fucking hate it.

Confusion has taken over my life…what the hell did I get myself into…fuckitty fuckitty fuckkkk.

Fuck.

I’m not kissin your ass anymore. come talk to me when I’m good enough for you to waste your time on. I didn’t do a damn thing to you for you to ignore me. by god, I bet you’d never ignore her, would you? asshole. have fun with your new best friend..I hope she hurts you as bad as you hurt me. because YOU deserve it.

…are soo selfish & inconsiderate. its always about you. when is the last time you said something genuinely considerate & nice to someone..something you meant from the bottom of your heart? ever wonder how badly your words & actions hurt someone else while youre feeling great for bringing them down? just quit being soo dang selfish & for once, think of someone other than yourself.

its not always about you , everyone else in this world has feelings too. try to consider their feelings before you speak. words DO hurt. actions DO hurt.

for about the past month, all I’ve wanted to do is cry myself to sleep..every night. its like no matter what I do, I can’t ever please my momma..my dad is like never there for me..its like I’m this huge disappointment to everyone . but does anyone know how I’m feeling? no, because I hide behind this pretty little smile of mine & I always say I’m “gooooooood (:”

well, truth be told, I’m not goooooood(: .. I’m far from it .

its okay, you can hate all you want. i love who i am & so does my boyfriend & friends. & the fact that you were anon just shows that you are too insecure with yourself & soo jealous that you have to hide behind a little gray face. so go right ahead, talk all the shit you want about me & my pictures & everything else, it just gives me more & more motivation to take more pictures & post them on here, because i KNOW im beautiful. soo thank you (: your input isnt needed & it wasnt even considered(: